Walking By Faith Journal

Which flag am I flying?red flag

The lesson today is entitled “Abiding by Passenger Protocol”.  This morning I have lingered over the question, “Which flag flies most often over my living–the red flag of resistance or the white flag of surrender?”  We have a familiar saying when our intuition has sensed that something just isn’t right.  We will say about that situation, “That raises a red flag for me”.  

Spiritually, when I am discontent, disquieted rather than quieted about a circumstance, chaffing and frustrated, wanting to change things faster than white flagthey are changing–the red flag of resistance has been raised!  At that moment, I am under the delusion that I am in control and will resist the way things really are to work them into the way I think I want them to be!  That is not Passenger Protocol–that is Pilot Protocol!  It is at times like these that I want to remember who the Pilot of my life is and lower the red flag of resistance in favor of the restful freedom of the white flag of surrender.

All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give;
I will ever love and trust Him,
In his presence daily live.

I surrender all, I surrender all;
All to thee, my blessed Savior,
I surrender all.

All to Jesus I surrender,
Humbly at His feet I bow,
Worldly pleasures all forsaken,
Take me Jesus, take me now.

I surrender all, I surrender all;
All to thee, my blessed Savior,
I surrender all.

Course of Thorns

thorns_on_greenIn the lesson entitled “Charting a Course Through Thorns“  Jennifer Rothschild uncovers a biblical truth that is the most reassuring, stabilizing, hope filled truth in Scripture.  As she handles the question of the thorns in our lives, she states,

Remember that you know and are known by the sovereign God who is in control of every part of creation.  He sees when the sparrow falls.  He knows the thorns that bring you pain.  God is able to use evil people and evil acts to accomplish His glory and our good.  God is in control of Satan and his actions; Satan can never act outside the limits God sets.”

thorns Interestingly, when this truth first hits our understanding we are inclined to balk and want to refuse it.  After all, it is more than a little unsettling to think of God in charge of thorns in our lives!  Jennifer was questioned about this teaching by a woman taking the study and she used her blog on June 29th to amplify what she has found in Scripture regarding this biblical truth.

Over the years, I have often encountered questions on the topic of God’s sovereignty and I have come to the conclusion that it is more than a little unsettling to think of God not in charge of the thorns in my life!  The question of the extent of His control has pressed me to consider what would it mean if God is not sovereign?  It seems to me it would mean that I was left to my own devices.  I would be an orphan cast out to fend for myself.  It would mean a life controlled by fear, insecurity, purposelessness, nothing that I did or that happened to me would have any ultimate meaning.

If God is not sovereign over all then what or who is?  If I reject His sovereignty does that make me in charge?  If I am in charge how would I explain when bad things happen?  Would I then have to say when things went awry evil is in charge of the universe?  If Satan ends up not under God’s control but co-equal to Him then he is free to do his worst and we are much to be pitied!  If I am in charge, that is if my will or my ability to make choices is something that God bows to and leaves inviolate then He is not God–I am–doesn’t  that thought make you shutter?

In the end, it is when I encounter the cross that my musings are silenced. It is in surveying that event  that the truth about who crossor what is in control is finally put to rest.  I ponder Satan’s efforts and watch him fling all the power he possesses against God– seeking to thwart God’s plan to save the world from evil.  I look at my Savior and weigh His suffering as Satan was allowed to do his worst.   It was there at that same cross that God was simultaneously using Satan’s evil as a vehicle to accomplish the greatest good!  When you look to the cross who do you say is in control of all things?

I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.?  (John 16:33)

Strongholds of En Gedi

Oasis_by_benarts“Then Saul broke off his pursuit of David and went to meet the Philistines.  That is why they call this place Sela Hammahlekoth (rock of parting).  And David went up from there and lived in the strongholds of En Gedi.”  (1 Samuel 23:28-29)

David on the run!  Hounded by Saul who wanted this perceived rival dead, David was hunted like an animal.  It is clear that David was running for dear life–yes, his life was dear to God if not dear to the death loving Saul.  Saul pursued his purpose which was extinguishing life–God pursued His purpose which was preserving life as dear!  To that end, God directs David to the oasis–the refreshing refuge of En Gedi.  As Eugene Peterson has written, “Saul was the occasion for David’s being in the wilderness, Saul neither defined nor dominated the wilderness.  The wilderness was full of God, not Saul.”  God is our En Gedi!

 Protect me, O God, for in you I take refuge.
   I say to the LORD, “You are my Lord;
   I have no good apart from you.”

The LORD is my chosen portion and my cup;
    you hold my lot.  

The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places;

I keep the LORD always before me;
    because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved.
Therefore my heart is glad, and my soul rejoices;
    my body also rests secure. 

selected verses from Psalm 16